My mad fat diary

I’ve started watching My mad fat diary again, starting from the 2nd series. 

It’s no secret to anyone that knows me that my ‘relationship’ with my…well i don’t even know what he is anymore, is practically down the toilet, which in turn is making me incredibly down. So i’ve taken to watching TV, trying to stay away from anything with any hint of romance. But MMFD is different. 

The relationship between Rae and Finn is just absolutely magical. I have always been bigger than average, always had an incredibly low self esteem and therefore i literally hate myself, like Rae does. But watching how Finn makes her feel. It reminds me of how Tom used to make me feel. How he still does. And while this should make me even more down, it doesn’t. It gives me hope and belief that someone else out there will love me. No matter what i look like, no matter how i feel about myself, someone can change that. Someone can make me fall in love with myself like Tom did. 

So Nico and Sharon, thank you for portraying a fully believable relationship. And thank you for giving me hope. 

I HAVE JUST MET BENEDICT CUMBERBATCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

At the imitation game premiere!!!! Going to meet benedict cumberbatch!!!

And Alan rickman might possibly be here!! Not going to lie, I might have cried when I heard!!!!!!

thatsongwriterkid:

wait but so JK Rowling’s tweet right? There’s no H in it so…

This….. There’s a H in this…

HARRY IS BACK!!!!!!!!!!

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NEW HARRY POTTER NOVELLLLLLLLL !11!!!!!!!!111!!!!!11111

xxtumblingpanda:

GUYS I’M FLIPPING SHIT

JK ROWLING POSTED AN ANAGRAM ON TWITTER AND PEOPLE THINK IT MEANS ANOTHER HARRY POTTER NOVEL. SHE HASN’T BEEN ACTIVE ON TWITTER AS MUCH AS NORMAL. GUUUUUYYYSSS

ANAGRAM: Cry, foe! Run amok! Fa awry! My wand won’t tolerate this nonsense.”

HALP

You do realise what it translates too right….

Harry returns! Won’t say any details now. A week off. No comment.

I give up.

He doesn’t.

He doesn’t.

(via broken-motivation)

Note to self:

Looking back at past messages with you always make me cry. Don’t do it!! This isn’t moving on.

Finding something out, and feeling physically sick is most definitely not the best feeling in the world!!!!

Anonymous said: Two years of being clean! Wow what an amazing accomplishment. I'm so proud of you and more importantly you should be proud of yourself!

Thank you so much!! I am proud, I’m just struggling again!! But I haven’t self harmed, and I won’t!!

Thank you and stay strong

I need to cut. I need to hurt myself. But i can’t.

In the past two years that i’ve been clean, i have never wanted to cut or hurt myself this much. Its all i ken think about. Please, even if you never do this, can some please help distract me. I really can’t go back to how i was before. 

Anonymous said: Will you let ex admins come back?

I don’t know, possibly, if they asked!!

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Digital downloads also available!!!

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